Hello Dons and DEVas:

I miss you all something terribly. It has been a most interesting and crazy time even more since I last updated you. I am first floored to no end at how much I have to catch up on..6065 watches now!!!!!! Eeeks! and journals? I feel like I am wronging you all for even writing this note..but it is much easier than trying to write down every important person on the list of watchers and watchees...too many of you lol. I will catch your most recent journals and do the older ones lastly..if that is ok. I hope life will get better than it is at this moment for most of us. I assure you all that there has to be something greater than all of us holding me together..that invisible glue that keeps me from coming apart at the seams and flaming up the whole southern hemisphere. starting with a select group of people

In the meantime, til I unleash the fury in some constructive way, I may have to remove my Jaspor the Sage Series from the public til I am finished with all the pieces as well as the story..now that I may..just may..have more ability to finish the works soon, I will. Because, strangely some of the things I came up with in this series seem to coincidentally be in some newer novels I have heard on audiobook lately and am curious as to why its that close to my plot. I know my plot isn't the ultimate original in the world but I just have a feeling. And Tagged/My Space sites are booming with horribly defaced versions of our works with all that BS glitter crap and stupid azz phrases and happy hump days. Just makes one want to get a stealth apache and pick off a host of arseholes from the sky. Whew! okay had to get that off chest.

Loves, you are all so brilliant and astonishing. I am so proud to work among a mass of such incredible creativity. I have a lot on my plate like all of you. And, it isn't easy as it can be right now. But, being able to come here helps me remember that beauty, strength, and balance still is working in the world and that there may be hope in every corner regardless of what we see with our eyes. And, what is before us in our personal situations. I pray strength and endurance for me, you, and all our loves that surround us near and far. Take great care of yourselves. I will have a new picture up soon..just an ID..it is a bit racier than the last so it will sorta be a shock..some may like it some may hate it. But, its no doubt all me.

Unconditional Love&Respect, ~LilyDawn~